Commitment is probably amond the hardest things for me. I am afraid of commitment in many ways. Abaonding part of idenity, losing muchu freedome, the fear of being controlled,. The idea of "us" in enchanting, but could totally freak me out as well.

 

I don't know about you, but I only committed when I felt It is absolutel good enough for me that i could find no one better, like an insatiable monkey in a corn field. But most marriages beginning in this way failed.Like Greenspan's first one.

 

Maybe it will take some time before I really know what being together is about.

 

I am appalled at my honesty.

 

 

 

 

 

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